Best Believe It Ain't A Rhapsody

Slowly but surely; I'm falling apart
Exhausting all options; Avoiding my heart
Tearing off layers of clothing and skin
I'm filling up on loathing and sin

Starting to realise just how lonely
It is when you seem to be the only
One to believe you can be alone
Not be lonely, just on your own

By the mirror putting on make up
Knowing it ain't long before the shake up
That causes me to break down
Permanent jetlag to permanent frown.

Fall apart is to fray, What black is to grey
Just another way, Another way to say.
Because if my hate is rhymed,
And my pain is effortlessly timed,
Put to music and chimed,
Sung aloud rather than mimed,
My heartstrings like instruments primed.

I put everything I have into this,
Lifes melancholic kiss
Is like an alcoholic's bliss
To addicted to know if I'd miss,
Always sailing into the abyss.








I've been writing music lately. I don't know. It's just what I'm doing to stay sane. We all have our 'things' right.