Today

I figured out why they call the present 'the present' today.

Because today was an actual gift for me. I had the very best day in every regard.

Great company, great music, great vibes. Great, great, great. I never want that feeling to end.
It's music - that's the key. Festivals, shows, listening to itunes, beat matching, singing, learning guitar and piano - - - that's where my heart lies. Today is another verification for me that I'm doing the right thing right now. I know what I want and it's a great feeling because I'm really certain it's what I'm going to get to. How can I love something so much and not be good at it ?

I can't ... I won't let it.

I'm so obsessed with succeeding now. Success is like some sort of sexual elixir. And I really like it.